Is she excited?

Have you ever noticed that most going to be brides are either semi bridezillas or they are constantly talking about their big day. (which I might add is a freakin' year away). On the flip side, have you noticed that those going to be brides that are not always chatting it up about their big day, people start talking, thinking that perhaps she's just not excited. Here are one going to be brides thoughts on all of this. I am the bride that IS IS IS excited, but i'm not going to sit around worrying or talking about my wedding day. I don't feel that there is a need to get all bent out of shape over that one day. It will be great, beautiful and ONE of the best, memorable, days of my life and that will all happen regardless of if I worry or talk about it. So here it is, I am excited and I feel blessed. I went from bad semi violent relationships and had two kids at a young age. I put myself through nursing school and take care of my disabled brother. No one would think that I would have found someone great, someone willing to take on me, two kids and a brother. BUT, I did and fiance is great. Not only am I getting a wondering soon to be husband, but i'm getting a fabulous family. I have two wonderful kids, a great brother and now a beautifully wonderful fiance. We bought a great house and are super excited about our upcoming wedding. :)

What is on your fingers?

What is on your fingers? It looks like someone attacked you..or them! Well, someone did attack them. ME! I have this habit that i've had since I was a little girl of biting my nails. I hate this habit. Of course when you think about it, how many people do you know who really like their "habits?" Since I was young I have been coming up with ways to help myself NOT bite my nails, nothing has worked. Last year I put fake nails on, for my zillionth time, and kept them on for longer then they were suppose to be. Yes, they looked damn good.
I am completely able to put fake nails on, take them off and then OCD like my own longer nails for a long period of time. When I say "OCD like" my nails I mean it. I am filing, painting and taking care of those nails night and day. My longest time with some nice long nails of my own was a year and a half and i'm semi still doing it. Currently I started only biting my pinky nails. Can you say weirdo? Gosh I look so dumb having semi long nails and then what I like to call my nervous nelly's on each hand. I wish there was something/anything that could help me stop biting my nails. I swear I make it sooo long and then all of a sudden something happens and I bite. I know it's a nervous thing, but what the heck am I nervous about? I don't really get nervous. Well, unless i'm taking a test b/c i'm really not the best of test takers. UGH it's just rough b/c everyone seems to look at your hands, your fingers. And now since I've decided to brilliantly post this for the world to see, most everyone will be looking at mine or my nervous nelly's. What is on your finger? people will say.